Phoenix.

wordpress1What an absolutely crazy year its been… I don’t recognize myself anymore yet I’ve never been more comfortable with who I am right now and the Woman I am still becoming. Five-six years ago I was so all over the place. I had not set my priorities straight, I thought I knew everything. I knew nothing. I didn’t know who I was, I didn’t know where I wanted to go, I didn’t know how Important I was. I just didn’t care . I had perfected the art of pretending to have my shit together to fool the people who I thought to be ‘too serious’ for this world. I was playing with my life. Then to have my very foundation destroyed… I just shut down.Thankfully that was the beginning of my rebirth. I decided that I wasn’t going to spend the rest of my life pretending to have my shit together. I decided to no longer care about opinions or perceptions that contradict my convictions. The world waits for nobody and I will not slow down my life for people’s orientation and mindset to catch up. I was focused on developing my individuality and my beliefs not because of popular opinion but because I truly believe in them. I discovered myself and I fell in love. I’m still falling in Love. It took a lot of everything. I’ve literally been scraped inside out. I know what I want to do. I know how far I am willing to go. I know how precious time is and what’s truly important. I’m still learning and I’m still growing. I’m still falling in love and its been great.  Its been a tough journey with lots of mistakes. it’s never easy change your entire life but its a necessary process I am truly grateful for.

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