Road trips and Musings.

I love road trips but I was not looking forward to this particular one. I wanted to go but at the same time I didn’t want to go. Any way the journey was not entirely uneventful because we had a little accident….scary stuff. have I mentioned my new friend? Let’s call him Mr F. He is amazing in every way. He has been the friend that I really need,this crazy time of my life. My emotions are just everywhere but he’s just there anytime I need to vent all the nonsense in my head. He even offered to come with me on this not so desirable road trip..yeah he’s very sweet. Thank you Mr F. So anyway, I can fit into my old jeans now..So the holiday was not so bad. I loved how baggy some of my clothes were…by the end of January I’ll be back!
2013….you were not very nice to me you know…2014 will definitely be better….i hope. because now I’m at rock bottom-bottom. I better go now.


Why Don’t You Take Your Own Advice!?



This question is usually asked to someone who gives us some kind of advice that we don’t see him following, like the fathers who tell their children always not to smoke while they are themselves heavy smokers, they surely know that their children see them doing it but they still don’t quit it, and the youngsters here do not understand why they are being told not to do it while their idol is doing it, or for example the alcoholic mother who deprives her children from drinking, this is not understandable and really confusing to the children, if it’s really bad, why is their Mom or Dad doing it? In both of those scenarios, the children don’t know how much their parents are suffering from their own addictions and how much they are trying to keep their children away from this path, because they think it’s too late for them…

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Everywhere i go

It creeps up on me
Follows me everywhere I go
The sun comes up and I’m in a dream
The night comes and I’m terrified,alone tears flow
It creeps up on me
Follows me everywhere I go
All my flaws are out in the open
I don’t care anymore
Some parts of me are frozen
I’ve become such a bore
It creeps up on me
Follows me everywhere I go
my spirit is so heavy
my soul,my mind…weary
this darkness,this pain
the rejection…sigh.
It creeps up on me
Follows me everywhere I go
I ignore it, try to run from it
I can’t fight it alone…


Hi guys. I spent a truck load of cash on rubbish without thinking about the future now any income I get for the next six months has already been spent. I’m so worried. I’m a shopaholic/givepeoplemoneyfornoreason/jobless girl. I need help. I have to stop spending like an idiot and grow up. This third day of december 2013, I do solemnly swear to try as much as possible not to spend like a fish…to leave the house with just the money I need to get through the day and save more. So help me God.