Heavy

I feel so alone.
I try my best during the day to give my best fake smiles and my best fake happy attitudes but as the sun goes down… I literally feel heavy and find it difficult to move. All the pain, the pretense, looking for someone to talk to but running into people who don’t understand, people who tell me I’m OK, people who make me feel like I’m stupid for feeling the way I feel and people who simply cannot be ‘talked’ to. As I climbed slowly up the stairs to my room so many memories rush at me at once then I start to cry. Alone. Because alone is when I can truly be.

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